Sometimes you put walls up,
not to keep people out,
But to see who cares enough to break them down...
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I thought that was a good one.
Ok, i dont understand! I dont see why people think that they have the right to treat others like shit!!!! I often wonder if it is because they are not happy with their life... When someone sends you a message at 7 in the morning just to be an arsehole & make you feel like shit, it makes you wonder just why you waste your time talking to them at all! & there u have it.... my little outburst for today!!!
睡得少和睡得多
�� “GDP曲线与睡眠之间有着惊人的关联, GDP走高, 睡眠值走低, GDP走低, 睡眠值走高. 20世纪六十年代的美国, 70年代的日本和八十年代的亚洲四小龙都曾由于经济的飞跃而兴奋得睡不着, 现在轮到我们了.” 这是经济学家吴敬琏评价财富对中国人生活方式的改变时说的一段话. 从宏观上看, 睡多睡少不是人们的一种自我选择而是社会发展的选择.
� �记得02年夏天, 我给崇基书院的4千多学生们做过一次演讲, 告诉他们, 他们找工作不能只盯着工资和 “名声”, 在他们选择职业的同时也替自己选择了一种生活方式, 生活方式决定了你的健康. 也就是说你在选择工作的时候也选择了自己的生活质量. 职场竞争在某种程度上也是精力体力的竞争, 知己知彼, 在决定为了自己的未来拼杀之前要先考量自己有多少粮草和刀枪. 演讲归演讲, 我心里明白, 大部分中国的年轻人都有从众心理, 一般是依照周围人的活法来决定自己怎么活, 很少根据自己的特质设计自己的未来, 在得知别人都睡得少时, 即使躺在床上也会睡不着.
�� 几年前我在香港曾搞过一项调查, 与在政府部门打工的人相比在私营企业工作的员工罹患高血压的概率高出6倍. 我的一些能干的学生从公立医院跳槽到私立医院寻求发展. 工资高了, 工时长了, 压力也成倍地增加了. 他们还没想到十年八年后, 他们的病例本也会变厚, 他们离婚的机率也高.
��� 如今大陆也跟香港当年一样, 以金钱论英雄, 大陆的经济的起飞也要靠着人们对金钱追逐这个原动力. 如今中国大陆的创业者们都在比谁睡得少, 因为在别的条件不相上下时, 谁睡得越少谁成功的机率也就越就大. 回国后跟一些30多岁的职场新贵们聊天, 得知他们的同龄人中壮志未酬身先死已不再是奇闻了. 用一句话总结, 历史证明, 社会的发展驱使着各阶层的社会成员为长期的经济利益付出健康和生命的代价. 钱到多数, 睡到寡数, 死生, 命也.
Couldn't sleep last night.� Not sure why, everytime I drifted off I had a weird dream & would wake up within ten minutes.� this happened several times.� I should be going to bed now, but not sure I'll be able to sleep again.��� This happens every once in awhile.� Its probably just some memories that can't seem to be put away no matter how old they are.�� I need to try anyways-need to be able to function at work tomorrow.
I have no idea what i am doing. I have signed up for this thing (which i will probarbly stop using after the first few entries) I dont know but for some reason this seems a lot more safe than keeping a diary on paper.
Ok so life seems to have hit rock bottom at the moment. I have lost my job, and the guy that I had fallen for just told me that he only wants 'sex' & 'to be mates' i feel like it is selfish for me to want more. So i am in a desprite attempt to end it all to save hurt feelings (mostly mine). Believe me I suck in the 'love' department. I dont think that the man for me exists :) lol...
Other than that life is pretty alright i guess... I dont know if this is how this thing works... & i dont know what happens now.... After i submit this but here goes...
Yep i've come this far without having a fix of Eddy. There's no turning back now. He was like a drug to me u know...i couldn't function without him. It was intense, i suppose that's�how it feels like to be foolish,young and in love.
I have learnt a great deal from Eddy. I intend to use�this knowlege to exploit men and make them do things for me. I've learnt from my mistakes and i don't�plan on making a MISTAKE EVER AGAIN.
Eddy will call. i know�he will, when he does i'll let everything go under his terms. I'll be a good hostess.�The relationship� needs to go out in a bang!
I intend on having no communication at all with Eddy*�He honestly is a great guy(although he�can be a �dog @ times)� Iloved him once and i hope he gets a woman who loves him as much or even more than i did(QUITE IMPOSSIBLE)�
I've changed Alot...i'm same person but this whole Eddy experience has�brought something out of��me. i reckon i�have grown older� and a �new side of me has emerged.
I now look @ men as objects that can fulfill my desires be they physical or most importantly financial.�(�*sings*�i'm the man eater, man eater....lalala�)���LOL
A hot day under the sun....
The whole school were waiting for the torch of 2008...
In front of Merdeka Stadium (Malaysia)...
After 3 hours......The torch finally seem to appear....
A clear view....The fire passes from 1 to another....
Once in the life time.....it's totally unbeliveable....
In the end....it's still a hot day.....
(21/4/2008)
busy day...
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